No matter what, Life still goes on~ (departed)

不管怎样，人还是会看开。
人生照样走下去。。
心理依然会感到难过，伤心，悲痛。

Time proves the fact.

Upon knowing that Xi's grandma's departure was quite shocking.
She passed away just not long ago.
Just like what I've experienced 4mths back, devastating.

I can totally feel how it was like for Xi now..to go through this..
It was too sudden for her to accept & face the fact..

Xi, be strong. I know u can do it. Cry for all you want now.
After ur breakdown, you must stand up & continue to live ur life in full.

Life has ups & downs, been through so much should have make us stronger.
Nonetheless, we have grown alot yet we aren't immune or get used to it whilst experiencing umpteen time(s) already..

Friday, 24th July 2010 will be the 4th mth of my late cousin-in-law's demise.
I miss you 嫂嫂, I remember there was once I had this dream.

In my dream, you were smiling at me. I was with a medium, she had her body lent to you.
You were talking to me about many things, some of the conversation I couldn't remember.
Time was up..u need to leave. I can't bear to see u go, but I had to watch you run away..leaving me there standing & crying. I felt terrible, though it's a dream. I realize I cried when I woke up in leftover teardrops on my face & the side of my pillow was soaked.

I told this dream incident to my mum & also my cousin (jiejie).
Jiejie wanted me to let go don't keep thinking about it, what has happen had happened.
Nothing can be undone. Moreover, life has to go on...(with or without you, it can't be helped).
Mum was sad upon hearing my story (dream)... she thought u pass a dream to me.
But I kept emphasizing it was just my own dream-thoughts, just like 日有所思，夜有所梦。
I missed you too much till I wanted you to be in my dreams.

Should I let go of u, or have I let you go?
In life, there are always given choices to make to decide.
I find it difficult to make up my mind, or to set my mind to it.
Maybe that's an excuse.
Hence I've try to clear my thoughts for the moment & continue to be glad & appreciative.

Violice ~ "I'll find a way to live my life to the fullest." - I'm yet a worrywart.

Today

Well, not much of a topic on the heading.

Just dunno where to begin...

Recently, nothing much has happened...
(if resting at home watching kdrama is consider as something) that would be the only thing.

Kind of lazy lately, no motivation.
Sort of slacking & aloofing around~ (makes me a goof now)

Mom was nagging at me for not finding myself a Stable job & gets on with life in my comfort zone which I treat it as one.

Yea, indeed. I admitted. I was simply too into my current situation being immerses into the role of a "slacker".

Many friends shown me their "least concerns" to try to advise me to upgrade my job.
I nearly gave up myself to that (looking for new opportunities).

It was a vast society world, am I able to find a foothold somewhere?! (I'd qns myself)

Alas! Let it be.

Ah! Hungry~~ I had not have my breakfast yet.
Gosh~ Stomach growling hard...

Gotta get out of here to take my brunch first...
Bye folks~

*VIOLICE - out for brunch~* ^_^