It's her 2nd mth anniversary...
Can't help but watever things or route associated with her makes me feel so sad.
I walked the route she used to take last night, I realized it was the same route I'd be walking many times, many days, many years...but this time round I felt my footsteps becoming heavier, my breath getting heavier...my tears start to stream out.
My mind was filled with her images, the more I dig out my memories I will sob badly.
My heart ached so much, I missed her so badly.
Why things become this way? So suddenly, unprepared.
Even till now, I can pretend to avoid unthinking, but I can never avoid the way of Acceptance.
So much more to say, yet left unspoken.
So much things to do, yet unable to put hands on.
So many hopes unable to fulfill.
So many wishes not yet send out.
Undone lists~a thousand entries.
How...When....Why.....
Those are the questions, thrown backwards.
So sad. So un-just.
It's never enough to say contented with Life.
How many times do we asked ourselves are we content with what we had?
I do think twice in a day, 17 times in a week the same question...
I still don't feel content for less or for more.
I feel everyone of us should be feeling content of ourselves for being alive.
Sad to realize this much now.
Author: kViolice Neok
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