I must be Brave & Strong

So much had happened~
So much more to say~
Too much to think~
Too easy to let off~

Yet, not easy to let go.

*Choose to ignore & pretend nothing has happen...
Isit right or not?
Am I doing it clear or not...
Ain't me...

Recently, my lifestyle has a dramatic change.
I injuried or say Sprained my "feet" both left & right ones... (right foot's ligament, left foot - old aliment).
It was like house-bounded in order to have a good rest. (I enjoy it somehow in the end).
I dislike the fact I'm "limping"...felt almost giving up "walking properly"....too stress.
I can feel how it was to be like to be in the shoes of a "limp" living on one leg or losing both.
Scares me too, but makes me stronger. (worse thing, I had swollen lips which subsides later)

Though many blessings, critic remarks was given by some others...it must have bring me heart-stricken messages. Yep!! I know.
From this incident, I've seen who are Devil who are Evil who are the Least slightest insignificant. I knew who treat me Truly, who Likes for who I am, who appreciates me (living me)...

I thought I heck care, but it wasn't true at all.
I thought I can be cool-headed, un-emotional yet ended up I'd care how much they think of me, showing care towards me...didn't they? No..they did not.
It brokes my heart to pieces...of cux not becux I dun know... but that until this very day I still harbours the thinest hope...yet they let me down. They killed it, stepped on it...destroy it.....
Till this day, I finally understand & have been very clear that no better understanding, no matter how much I hope ... will still happen...(the more u dun wish it to appear, it came)

From this matter of fact, I'd face it bravely, strongly.
From now on, I shall only care for those I think is worthwhile. (pep up)
Those unworthy fella(s), I shan't spend any more time & give a damn attention to it/them.


For all it matters, it does.
For those un-matters, it sways.

To myself, for myself I will now look upon only to Me, my own-self!
I shall only see myself, cares about only me, myself & show interest to the worthwhile ones.

(^.^) ~ *~ "Being fresh, I embark on my own life-journey, a new start, a clear state of mind"