Not much of a post-up, it's just mere thoughts. "Pure thoughts"

Well, am feeling quite vexing & moody recently.
I supposed some of my close pals should know why.

Don't feel like sharing my thoughts for now, as I'm dun wish to dip myself into the pit again.

Kind of stress & drain away emotionally, but physically was stable though. -_-"

Perhaps, that's the route to maturity we've to face eventually in part of our life.
Speaking of it, yesterday I received a shocking news..it was bad as to what I seem.
(she smsed me early in the morning ... and I woke up to read, there goes my sleepy bugs...)
My friend's guy broke up with her. (it should be "nearly broke up" to be exact)...
I'm not too sure about the reason to the breakup, hence I logon to my facebook a/c to view her shoutout status.
There she state her feelings with lotsa comments by her friends whom shown their concern to her current state.

Got to know that her guy recently got hook up with a lady whom he known less than 2 weeks, he actually fall in love with her. My friend was devastated for she was with him for 5 yrs & yet he choose over a 2 weeks companion over her. [多讽刺呀!]

Unforgiving! Not to any woman out there can tolerate such a boyfriend.
Moreover, he was already my friend's fiance. (They got engaged in 14 February 2009)
Should it be for any reason or explanation to the fact he actually two-timed her in such a way, he was still talking about making conditions with her! (What a Asshole!)

Sad to know about this incident, didn't expect such a thing to happen to them.
Probably becux 10hrs ago they were still lovey dovey, the next moment...they ended up as haters.
Find it hard to accept though.

Sometimes, Fate is really unpredictable. If you were to go against it, what will happen??
Most of the time, we just follow or leave it to "Fate" to decide our lives.

[Can we really fight our way out to oppose "Fate"? ]
Come to think of it, I certainly am not prepare to try out now. Not that I've the Will to do so.
Unless, I've 99.9% of Confidence in myself that I can Change my Life & I can't hold on to my Fate.
I doubt anyone can do it..even if they have the confidence they might not be 99% sure to make it their way.

Though, we may say.."You never try, you never know you can Succeed..you hold ur own Fate."
But when it comes to action, it's still an Different situation.
Nevertheless, we shall never admit or Bow to our own "Fate" at times.

For now we understand, we can still do something & act on our behalf. (That's enough.)
Otherwise, we shall just keep our mind shut & live on to what is lay out infront of us.

By: Violice