I'm loss of words to speak of my pain that I've been thru recently.
Breathless or Suffocated.
(Whichever is the word)
Self remedy or Self medicate my wounds
(be it physically & mentally)
*The latter I didn't do a good job in healing
So I rely on my own? I'm failed myself.
Foolishly I thought I'm gonna be fine.
The truth had depicts far off it.
Anyway I'm in need of help...
Whoever I approached stretched out the needy arm..and I grabbed it thankfully.
No amount of words can suffice my deepest yearns of concern.
Only "thank you" does relates that gratitude I had for them.
All I had is tons of appreciation and so much more that can I ever give...to those who reached out to me during my toughest period..the lowest point of my life.
The dark pit I sank...not yet the bottom but far off the opening. I struggled so much that I'm suffocated.
So many times I try not to cry but ended up I cried.
I'm breathless!
Sadness drowned me.
Struggling still..*Sloppiehead*