Friday, June 12, 2015

To train my mind (Mind over Pain)

I'm loss of words to speak of my pain that I've been thru recently.

Breathless or Suffocated.
(Whichever is the word)

Self remedy or Self medicate my wounds
(be it physically & mentally)
*The latter I didn't do a good job in healing

So I rely on my own? I'm failed myself.

Foolishly I thought I'm gonna be fine.
The truth had depicts far off it.

Anyway I'm in need of help...
Whoever I approached stretched out the needy arm..and I grabbed it thankfully.

No amount of words can suffice my deepest yearns of concern.

Only "thank you" does relates that gratitude I had for them.

All I had is tons of appreciation and so much more that can I ever give...to those who reached out to me during my toughest period..the lowest point of my life.

The dark pit I sank...not yet the bottom but far off the opening. I struggled so much that I'm suffocated.

So many times I try not to cry but ended up I cried.

I'm breathless!

Sadness drowned me.

Struggling still..*Sloppiehead*

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